Monday, July 14, 2008

The story of a girl:):)

Sweet nothings!!

‘Ha.. life is beautiful!’ varsha thought as she walked along d road near her house. She quietly smiled to herself. She hurried a few pace, her face radiant and exhibiting her profound happiness. She wanted to tell this to someone. Someone, who will be truly touched by this news. Someone, who cares n who will be as happy as she is now. Ya... She will tell her best friend sowmya. Varsha’s mind reeled back into the past. She had met sow (that’s how varsha called sowmya) during her higher secondary studies and some people stay forever in your life and for varsha, sow is one such person. Always calm, quiet and supportive in what ever varsha does. When they met they knew instantly that they r going to b friends for life. And they are.

A small frown crossed her face as she thought about what happened yesterday. One would call it silly and dismiss it. Varsha didn’t though. She had not messaged sow properly for the past two days. The reason she didn’t msg was that this aircel had limited the no. of free sms to 100 and varsha is having a tough time reducing her msgs. “Why r they doing this???” she thought angrily, scowling at a dog which ran past her. She wanted to msg everyone but its not possible now. And the worst is she couldn’t fit sow in her daily msgs.

The 100 msgs get over by the noon n she even tried replying at 20p per sms after that. But now she has no balance either. So she must think of sum way or other to reduce her msgs to others. She didn’t like the very idea of telling this to hari.

Her face had lost a little bit of the happiness that was present while walking in the street, as she now climbed the stairs to her house n punched on d doorbell.

A tall guy opened d door. he was not wat u wud call handsome at d first meet. But he had a charm which attracted people towards him. Athletic, a bit on d darker shade (he has it as a complex- being dark. But he never seem to realize dat gals love dark guys better. “wink”) He didn’t even look up as she entered. He was busy operating his mobile. He was her cousin arun, staying in her house for his studies. They used to fight always and home would usually b quiet if either of them is missing. Varsha had always yearned for an elder brother and when he came along some two years back she was so happy though they had not talked much before that. Just a hi n a little formal chat had all that had taken place between them before he came along. But now they shared many things(but arun often complaints that varsha never says anything to him and that she is not spending much time with him). Varsha once again smiled and went into her room. She was very happy and she wanted to relive the conversation she had had earlier that day with hari. She quietly closed the door and switched on the pc. She hummed her favorite song as d pc slowly booted. She didn’t even c arun noticing her, through d crack of d door, from d hall. She was in her own small world.

Varsha is a b.com grad, now preparing hard for her cat exams. She is a topper in her school and has an aggregate of 85% in her college. She is intelligent (dull at times),a bit reserved with strangers. But once she gets acquainted with people there is no stopping her. She goes into mood swings often and one moment she wud b this cheerful girl appreciating life for its great things while the other minute she wud miss someone terribly and talk philosophy about life and its cold hands. She is short tempered and easily provoked. Her family shifted to Chennai from coimbatore during her 9th std because her mother got transferred. She had often wished she was still in coimbatore. That place holds so many loving memories-from silly to sad for she grew up in that place.

Having come to Chennai she stubbornly thought she wud find no friends here and vowed she wud not b close with anyone because she did not want to experience the pain of parting again. But life has its own way of muddling people’s views and feelings. Fate brought 4 wonderful friends to her here in Chennai and now she is praying she wont lose them at any cost. During her college days she got acquainted with this hari. He seemed to bring in everything she missed in her life. He was loving caring n bla bla. All d qualities a girl wud look for in a boy. More than that, he was someone special. She slowly started hoping that she was that someone special. In simple words she fell in love with this hari and one fine day she proposed him. He didn’t accept but he didn’t reject either. He was in a dilemma and wanted to savour the pleasure of being single. So she waited and now he has accepted. Varsha felt as though the world is made for her and hugged the air. Even the people who passed her on the road knew that this girl was happy. It was written all over her face and she felt it too. A sense of belonging to someone, secure in his love.

SHE IS IN LOVE…..

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

"Unconditional"Do you know what it really means?

I know I have been posting crap for so long. I am not blessed with good writing and creative thinking skills to keep updating my blog by building up one sappa matter to extra large posts. Today I have reason to write.

I suddenly wanted to know what it is to love someone unconditionally. I read somewhere that “To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give.” It takes more than courage if u ask me. It should just happen. Some weird stuff I can guarantee.

U find yourself hitting on d strongest wall u have ever seen for talking to a certain person and loving him (for convenience purpose I use ‘him’. It can well be ‘her’ too) and then u ask out of frustration ‘why did I ever love such a damn selfish idiotic (feel free to fill in what ever bad words u know) and then finally end up finding no reason and still feel u love them and a certain strange weird feeling grip u n u find yourself loving that person more at that moment and then BANG ON u got it. U love him or her unconditionally. Bravo!! It doesn’t matter to u if they are selfish or love someone else or its someone who don’t even bother to think that u have a heart of your own. What still matter is, u love that person with every single beat of your heart and u feel at peace and contended that they just exist. It doesn’t matter if they r near u or far away, if they feel your love or not. What matters is u find a strange peace in knowing that u love that person.

Its very rare to c such love. I read somewhere that it is common among siblings. The bond lasts forever even if it sustains severe damages. If u get it, u can consider yourself lucky. For those of u who don’t have siblings, don feel bad, the love of your life is just round the corner and is waiting for u to spot him or her!

Love doesn’t just mean relationships and marriage. It can be anything. Sometimes certain relationships cannot be defined. Love can be anywhere. It will hit u when u least expect it.

Guess I am getting too philosophical.. newayz.. Just had a chance to feel what that ‘unconditional love’ really is and I fully appreciate it only now..

So… c u then.. until I find something that interests me enough to sit up n write…

Ps: I had a ‘serious’ argument with one of my close friends on this topic who seem to think that “there is no such term as unconditional love”. In a way he is right. He had valid arguments (trust me). But perhaps he has not felt what I did. Again like I said certain things can’t be put in words (rather I am not proficient enough.) so that’s it for now.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

After a long time...


i kno i haven been writing anything for a long time. "i am bak"[:p]
i wanted to write about this sms language.
last week i was asked to submit a report on something in my coll. as usual i was hurryin to finish it in d morning havin postponed it to d last min.
after i went to coll i was goin thru d report before submission n i was shocked to find out my spellings for certain words.
"r" instead of "are", "n" instead of "and", "d" instead of "the" "tomoro" instead of tomorrow.. what a shame!!!
and i was about to submit this.that too to our H.O.D..whew!!
this mobile phones have revolutionized not only the technology but also english language. "whats up" became "watzup" and finally now its just "sup"(when i first heard this sup i was bewildered thinkin if it was a hindi word!)
24*7 smsing has changed the language upside down. no grammar, no spelling and no punctuation in a msg.once i got a reply for one of my spsed to b funny msg as "rotfl"
i was too proud to accept my ignorance in this and a a google search revealed its expansion as " rolloing on the floor laughing"
and then i decided that world is going to dogs! i mean its ok if v use some short forms for long words but absurd abbreviations.(i think its a fashion!)
another of this abb. which brought smoke to my ears is "sflr"
later i found out that it meant "sorry for late reply"
so now i am consciously trying to avoid this short forms. otherwise i guess i will get into serious trouble regarding my basic english spellings :(
(my assignment which i submitted is not yet evaluated!)
so ya.. c u soon with another post...
HAND(don think too much.. it means have a nice day..:D)
c ya...